peeved

feeling quite angsty these few days.

mainly due to work related stuff. lots of stuff to be done, but no one seems to bother about the proper delegation of responsibilities. all everybody wants, i guess, is just their 5 minutes of fame. so while on one hand you have people rushing about like headless ants, you have people bored to death like me because everything is deemed out of your level.

so i end up with all the saikang. not that i exactly mind (since i am relatively junior), but to be treated like a mindless and soulless slave is another thing.

and since after some other pesky commanders came in to interfere with my subordinates without doing some courtesy checks, i have decided to just fuckcare things already: why should i be so pro-active when no one seems to bother to keep me in the loop? i should learn how to be a NSman instead. eat.talk cock.canteen break.mess.book out. life would be so much simpler.

and happier. let the fuckers go worry themselves mad instead.