point of no return

i wonder how some people can be so irresponsible. and how come there are so many random blardy fuckers around.

quite disappointed with certain people today. i mean, we are all mature adults already and why the fuck are you still playing random mind games with me? and why at this moment?

well, the tasks had already been delegated long ago and i had carried out my duties this far. i guess i had done the best i could and anything else is own personal responsibility and pride. you want to come and help out? yes, please come. you are not interested? well then, fuck you and fuck off.

circle of control > circle of influence > out-of-bounds area.

clearly, this is out-of-bounds zone for me already. i can try to facilitate and help you out but if you do not want to be helped, there is nothing much i can do already. just like i can bring the cow to the river but if the cow does not want to drink, it will not drink, no matter what.

its sickening to have to keep on begging people for something which should have already been settled. but i will persevere, and see this one out because i've come too far to let it fail. because it probably means that much more to me than it ever will to you.

because this is the point of no return.